Ever Have Those Days;

Where you just want to stare in the mirror and cry because the ugly person staring back at you isn’t who you thought you were ?

Because it’s a lie ?

Oh, And I’m A Manipulative Bitch.

I Don’t Wanna Feel This Way/

OhGoodness;

I need to stop being so freaking melodramatic.

It doesn’t look good.

(Source: anditslove)

mizenscen:

Smouldering Fires, 1925.  Dir.  Clarence Brown. 

That Awkward Moment When You Can’t Think That Way Because You Don’t Want To Believe It, And If You Don’t Believe It, Then It’s Not True.

In Public;

It’s absurd.
Crazy really.

I mean, it’s totally, legit, 100% fictitious.
Doesn’t mean anything at all.

But it’s when I’m all alone,
Lying awake at night,
That it does seem to a little more.

(Source: losingg-itt)

(Source: joydivision1980)

(Source: soufre)

Oh;

And I’m over that kid now.
I’ve decided that liking a:
Slightly alcoholic,
Bisexual,
Pyromanic,
Slightly schizophrenic,
Person isn’t really smart…

Ohwell

That Awkward Moment;

When you feel like you should write this down or remember it,
Know you HAVE to write then down or remember it,
But you can’t.

At all.

I Hate How;

That even though I’m fat,
(No denying this, it’s true,)
I still feel so accomplished when I don’t eat much.

I don’t have an eating disorder or anything,
(It would probably be an OVER-eating disorder anyways,)
But I always feel like I win a little on the inside.

It’s confusing :/
But I’m kinda glad that I have a lot to lose,
That way when I accidentally do this,
No one notices.